Imperfection

I don't even bother trying to picture a perfect world, perfection is not something to strive for...

29.03.2010.

Ogledalo

Počela sam rečenicu sa "Bože", međutim kad sam je pogledala opet, shvatila sam da ga uzalud dozivam, jer ima vjerujem i većih problema kojima se bavi...

Koliko mi sreće treba da bih bila istinski sretna? Mislim, ako bi mjerna jedinica za sreću bila kilogram, da li bi stotinu kilograma sreće bilo dovoljno da me učine sretnom, istinski sretnom?

Želim pobijediti nezadovoljstvo u sebi, želim ga iskorijeniti, izbrisati, ili jednostavno iskoristiti ga tako što ću ga obojiti najljepšim veselim bojama, i nacrtati najveselije oblike po njemu, cvjetiće, leptiriće, sunce, proljeće... i možda kućicu sa dimnjakom, pošto je to vrhunac mog slikarskog talenta...

Ne znam, to bi, mislim, bio dobar način da učinim sebe boljom osobom, jer ovo što sada vidim u ogledalu se ne sviđa ni meni samoj, a ne znam kako bi se moglo svidjeti nekome drugom. Kad malo bolje razmislim, ne mogu se sjetiti previše dana  kada mi se sviđao vlastiti odraz u ogledalu.. Ne znam ni ko je uopšte izmislio ogledalo, bilo bi sasvim dovoljno da se možemo-kad nam je na ruku- ogledati u odrazu mirnog jezera, kao što je to nekada bilo, samo da bi prstima očešljali kosu ili možda obrisali mrlje od čokolade na bradi. Ko god da je izumio ogledalo uistinu nam je zakomplicirao život.

Ipak ne da mi đavo mira, moram provjeriti sa svojim najboljim prijateljem Guglom da li zna ko je izumio ogledalo, možda će mi neke stvari biti jasnije. Ah ništa, nepoznato je tačno mjesto i vrijeme, jedino što je sigurno je da se počelo proizvoditi u 16. Stoljeću... Ah ta Renesansa... Otišla sam predaleko sa ogledalom, znam, to je trebao biti figurativni prikaz korijena  mog nezadovoljstva.  Bez obzira, poenta je jasna, nisam zadovoljna ovim što vidim u sebi, i oko sebe, vjerujem da postoji način da nezadovoljstvo pretvorim u zadovoljstvo, ali dug je put ispred mene da otkrijem isti...

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